i was crest fallen with that report on the telegraph. u lose 10 years once you smoke.

holy smoke !!!

u know what i feel? i feel its the sign of something nihilistic. something it wants to do, i mean the very essence and action of smoking, and you are stuck in a whirlwind of glory and frustration.

the other day my girlfriend screamed while i was smoking at T3. well, the mundane silver ashtrays seduced the cig filters to caress my lips... what else could i do if hers was so far away !!!

i know folks.. i can build castles of alibis for smoking. but again the sense of being an individual (with torrid and shaken senses) piles you like an onion. the situation analyses you. your character, your cool. the moment of smoking leans into you to have a look at the well that you have at your heart. thank god it was valentine's day and my heart was warm.